Blagh!

Ya know, when you're playin a video game, and, like, you've just killed a bunch of demons, or eyeball monsters, and you find that rocket launcher and a bunch of health kits, what does that mean?

No, it does not mean you're gonna be wading through on fuckin easy street splattering bad guys all the way to the princess or reactor or whateverthefuck it is at the end. It means you're gonna be up against some goddamn Antichrist boss monster in the next fuckin room.

My life is turning into a video game. One of those shitty ones from Japan where nothing anybody says makes sense and there's no game-guide, but boy, does it have good graphics! Click for More

Toss on Wilson taking the fuckin nuclear option. I'd be the first to say he deserves a break, deserves not to have this kind of responsibility, maybe even fuckin deserves to go on his own goddamn way without any of us gettin in his way, but this bullshit about taking the whole fucking city with him is NOT a fucking option! That puts him in the same goddamn category of Sylva, only without the sense to get the fuck out of his own earthquake! "I'll save everyone by killing them all!" Fucking looneytunes!

I really don't want to put him in the sand there with her. I hope he gives me the choice.

So, I used my power on Tallee. Feel kind of bad about that, even if it was kind of fallout. But then again, it ain't like she's got a choice about re-animating my ass if I ever do go down, so it ain't like she can fill her part of that bargain. Plus, the way she looks now... it's leavin my goddamn mouth dry every time I see her... if that's not using a power on all of us I don't know what is. If I didn't know how fuckin crazy she was to start with I mighta started droolin like Wilson used to.

Killian is bein a four colored fucking ass ever since Louie killed that hippie. For such a shady guy, he's got no fuckin sense. He coulda used that to keep some of the heat from what he did earlier offa him, and instead he goes off like a fuckin idiot, repeatin over and over how Louie is just like him. Which when you put it out baldly like that, is fucking bullshit!

Bringing me to Violet, who fuckin told Killian that we were all plotting to kill him. What The Fuck. Sure as fuck can't trust Killian now, he thinks I wanna kill him! Why the fuck she would do that I got no fuckin idea... but now I know that I fucking gotta watch my back around her too!

That leaves Louie. How the fuck did I get to the point where the only fucking person I can trust in this whole mess is the only person I know for a fact I could force to do whatever I want when I know I need it. There aint no justice!

I gotta find a way to get us all trusting each other, and I don't know I really want to.

All I do know is I gotta kiss a guy before I can even start to try to make it right, and then we gotta actually pay attention to the motherfucker trying to kill us all. That is so fucking backwards.

Hey, at least from the neck up 'she' is kinda hot?

Blagh!